sometimes i need to just go back and listen....

Song: Breath
From the R.eflect I.nspire S.pirit K.now album

From the moment i inhale in my chest
I feel the breath of what's blessed
A release from the stress
Of the days of yester
A rest assured
From the pressure
Of what's been going on
In my mind
When will i find that time
When will that time find me
Simple step from the scene
A seen step found not so simple at all
Stall from the movement of clockwork
The shock hurts
It's not her
It's not me
It's not we
It's just not meant to be
You see it always seems to be left at that
No one wants to sit and talk
They want to talk behind your back
Let others know
How they feel
But how you feel
Doesn't matter
Cuz you wrong
And they right?
I need to
Breathe

So hard to stay focus
When thoughts fly from folders
Filed in your memory bank
Where organized was stolen
Holdin' for ransom
By that gang called emotion
All they want in return
Is that love
And what's going
On with this life
With that light
And the time
Always wonderin'
When they'll come together
And align
A sign a symbol a glimpse
Of that sunshine
That some find
Too bright for their eyes
So they search for shade
And evade
That eye contact
A step back
From a chance to connect
Where they get
Put on the side line again
Becoming a fan
Of that love movement
But love not movin'
In their current direction
A reflection of their solo status
Where their patches loosen at the seams
Re-opening the wounds left
by those
That
Made it
Just
So
Hard to
Breathe

And as I breathe
I try to release
From what I feel
Be holding me down
Even only for a moment
Cuz I gotta deal with those
Sooner or later
Since it's not something
You just let go
I wanna go
But go I know not where
Where do we go from here
Yea
Can you hear me
Are you there
Am I sounding clear
Clearly I just wanna know how i'm doing
How you doing
Are we doing alright
Right there by your side
Is where you'll find me
Not in front
Or behind
Don't have to reach far
When I'm at your side
And if you ever feel scared
Cuz i'm not physically there
just close your eyes
Relax and
Breathe